It's tree night. Trimming the tree   I have pandora on new Christmas music
Some is so fun and some makes me so emotional.  Every year I get ornaments celebrating  each of my boys and our family. Even get for the dogs. It's been a great tradition.   Have a few broken ones but for the most part they're pretty much intact.
Looking at pictures and missing people. Have a painting my father did. He is no longer with us  it's amazing to me that it took till the year before his death for us to truly get close. Sad, but so wonderful.  My mom died twenty two years ago. She was my best friend. Always
She never knew my boys and that breaks my heart.
So mom, dad, I miss you both, so much
I don't know what is believable but I hope they can see us from heaven and , well wouldn't it be great...